Its been a while

Well its been a while since I have posted anything but today I just thought I would come over and write about something anything.. So here it is.. LMAO!!

There are a million thoughts a day going thru my head. All the time that Jr and I are alone we play or watch movies on TV or something to help keep the little man entertained.. Today he saw a turtle on Animal cops and said call my daddy I want a turtle like on TV. So we called daddy and he told daddy and daddy said You want a ninja turtle and he said I want one like on TV.. LMAO he is procistant that he wants a turtle we will see how that goes.. Do you think a 2 yr old can be responsible for a turtle? I mean I guess if I help him he could be but atlast I dont know. I guess it all comes down to what daddy says.

Man its getting harder and harder not working. Not only are we struggling a little bit because I have a 10 wk penalty on my unemployment from a past employer who was a totally jerk off but living off one income really sucks booty. I really hope when I go to the orientation next week at Tomatek they offer me a job at this point I'll take any job even shuffling tomatoes I dont care I need the extra income.. I was thinking about selling on ebay again but I just dont know what to sell yet.. I mean maybe I could try selling some of the clothes that JR outgrew so fast and they are in a bunch of bags in his closet but I just dont know.. Ill try to figure things out more this weekend.

Well Albert just started back at mental health I really hope he goes this time and doesnt mess off and refuse because other wise he is going to get himself totally kicked out of school and then what happens from there he is only going to be a freshman next yr and he has messed up so much this year especially in the last few months that he has refused to go get his meds. Maybe Im a bad mom for letting him drop the ball on that but I just cant make a 14 yr old go get his meds if he totally refuses I cant pick him up put him in the van and make him get out at the mental health clinic and do what he is suppose too.. Its not as easy as you think and especially with my arthritis and the way my back has been lately even bending over to change Jr is getting hard to get straight up again, but thats a whole other subject.. So I just hope and pray that Albert does what he has to do to better himself I know he can do something with his life its all in wanting too and thats another thing. His attitude is so negative that its kinda depressing sometimes to see him not even care..

Kayla is doing pretty good in 2nd grade altho she is reccommended for retention due to her writting and having some problems with reading.. I have been helping her more with her reading and she is starting to do a little better now if we can just get her to write better and not write many of her letters backwards. So we will continue to work on that over summer so hopefully next year she wont be doing that anymore..

Chloe is growing up to fast and is going to be 5 soon she will start kinder next year and Im kinda dreading it but we will see how she acts. I can so see her complaining to the teacher all the time and being the little bully.. She is just a little tomboy..

Jr well everyone knows about Jr already he is my little chunker butt baby.. Not really a baby anymore he is going to be 3 in August growing up to fast. I miss having a little baby around but ah well I got others around me having babies that help with that.. After holding a baby for a little while Im better..


Well till the next time.. Hugs and belly rubs..

Just another day

Well today I went and put in an application at the new onion/garlic plant in Firebaugh kinda far to travel but if they offer me an office job I will take it.. I gotta work staying home is already driving me crazy and its only been two weeks.. I love staying home with my kids but I miss working.. Yea Im still bringing in money from unemployment and etc.. but its still not as much as I was bringing home when I was working and I dont know but I just feel the need to work..

The kids were pretty good today we had Popeyes for lunch and they had to have something different and wanted mcdonalds with Strawberry shakes.. Do you know a small strawberry shake is like 2.50 I was shocked and then JR didnt even drink it all.. UGH!! Oh well he was getting sleepy.. Now everyone is in bed nothing special or exciting to report just getting some thoughts outta my head..

Thanks to my loving husband for just being great and always being there for me no matter what you truly are amazing..

Today April 2nd 2009

Well I have mostly been a work away from home mom for 9+ yrs, but after losing my job on March 20th. I am for now a stay at home mom. I always noticed alot of stuff my kids said or did but now I notice 10 x's more since I am here all day everyday.. I get to play more with my kids and just have more fun with them.. I am going to take a few months off and just get unemployment and maybe take a class here and there for either CNA or Medical Billing they are both a good field to start over in.

So anyway this morning Kayla woke up with a fever and an upset tummy so she didnt go to school.. I had to go pay some bills so the kids my mil and I all jumped in the van to go pay bills. Stopped off for a donut and milk and then went to the second hand store to get some clothes for my youngest JR who is 2 and now wearing a size 5. I have to totally change his whole ward robe because low and be hold nothing is really fitting him now.. He went straight from a 2t to a 5 almost over night it seems.. Where did the other sizes go.. Well now since I am going to be home now I am going to start really potty training him since he will be 3 in August.. No time like the present to get him in gear it will be nice to not have to change diapers anymore..